((A/N: This one's a character poem that deals with my character Eve's inner feelings.))
~Lovesick Lies~
“I don't want you
I don't need you
This love's not even real!”
I tried so hard to tell myself those words
But even as it resounds and echoes in my head
I can't accept that
“You'll always love me
We are perfect
Perfect and happy...”
Lies I told myself
Lies I told you
So very many times
Resound and echo off the walls
“It doesn't hurt
I know you love me
I know you need me
I'm perfectly happy”
You drift on further from my side
And that's how I knew it would be
I'm nothing to you
I know the truth
But I'll play the fool again today
“No, this is all wrong
You should be mine
Just as I am yours!”
The words I choke back
Are swallowed again
And lies are what I speak again today
If you could see through my facade
Would you even care?
These tears I hide
Though they pile up
They mean nothing to you
Even knowing the truth
I can't stop wanting you
I can't stop reaching for you
And craving for your love
Giving you my everything
Truth and lies mingle together
Tears and a fake smile
Reality and deception...
“I don't need you
I don't want you
This love's not even real!”
“It doesn't hurt
I know you love me
I know you need me
I'm perfectly happy...”
“No, this is all wrong!
You should be mine
Just as I am yours”
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